Sep 25, 2009
I have a confession to make to you, a horrible confession that I know I will never have the courage to tell you to your face.
I love you. You know I love you more than I have loved anyone in my life, so that’s not my confession.
My confession is that I have lied to you.
Do you remember when I told you that I had left behind my old life when I came to you?
I lied. (more…)
Sep 19, 2009
To Whomever it may Concern:
I confess that I have been disloyal to my character, dishonest with myself and afraid to be me.
I love him only because I have no one else. He would be at my side at the drop of a hat. He can’t afford to provide me with the basics in life and uses the word of God to manipulate me into staying. I left him for the 52nd time this year and I am lonely. If I were to call him he would run right over.I asked him why he tolerates me and he says its because he loves me.We don’t really love each other; we love the drama. If it wasn’t for the drama this relationship would bore the hell out of me. (more…)