user-avatar
Today is Thursday
February 23, 2012

Archives: April 2009

April 28, 2009

Dear President Obama, by Laurie L. Darroch-Meekis

Dear President Obama,

The day you became president of the United States, I said a prayer for you. I hope somehow it was passed down so you could hear it. Just in case it did not reach your heart, I enclose it here in my letter to you.

I prayed that you would never forget this country is more than the largess of its magnitude and power. It is made of millions of small points of color, individuals who make up the whole picture. Like a Seurat painting, those points create an amazing vista. Every dot, every point is important for the whole picture to work, to be the masterpiece it is. If you discount one and create with inept and incomplete hands, the whole picture can turn into nothing but a paint-by-number painting.

I prayed that with every decision you made, you would look at your wife and daughters, who you obviously love and respect, and think, “If this were my child, my wife, how would my decision affect them directly? Would it improve or destroy their lives if they were in the situation where they were in need of what I am deciding?” Then to tread with care over the lives of the citizens who look to you for leadership. The smallest pen stroke at your hand can make or break a decent human life, wreak havoc on or repair a family ripped apart, from no fault of their own. What matters most to you in this world are those three human beings. Please remember it is the same for every human being in this country, in regard to their loved ones.

I prayed you would be safe in this job, wherever you go. You have made a step forward for this country, a step that should have been made long ago and which should never have been an issue in any part of this country’s history. I also said a prayer of thanks that finally this mighty nation is growing up a little more and stepping a little further from those dark ages, making those dreams a reality.

I prayed that under your leadership, the men and women who have served this country in battle and in defense will be given the respect they deserve. They should receive this not just a couple of days per year but how they are treated after the battle, that they should not have to fight for things like medical treatment for conditions that were caused while serving their country. They should be able to enjoy the peace and basic rights for which they helped to fight, without yet another battle back at home. They should be entitled to have what belongs to them when they have paid so dearly.

I also prayed you would not enter lightly into any battle because of all the wrong reasons. I prayed that before you send another soul to lay their lives on the line, you would ask yourself, “Would I be willing to do the same for this particular situation and is this worth possibly dying for, or is it merely a statement or a move in a political chess game?”

I prayed you would not get so caught up on the glory and glamorous part of a political and diplomatic social life that you would forget there are many in this country who now can’t even afford a roof over their heads. Many cannot afford a simple piece of fresh fruit from the grocery store, much less a many course meal, prepared by top chefs. They serve only the best of the best foods to only the most elite, a place where reality doesn’t even enter, seen as an ivory castle by many. I prayed that you don’t forget to step out of King Arthur’s court, which is filled with guards, and servants and fantastical gingerbread houses and works of art, and wander out in the real world on occasion, to walk in other people’s shoes.

I prayed that you would understand there is a world beyond the borders of this country. Just because it is not the same as ours does not make it any less viable or important to humanity or to our creator. I prayed that in your dealings with many places that have been home to me and other countries beyond that, you will see not just the leaders of those countries, but the people who make the country what it is, in even the smallest reaches. I prayed you would treat them with the same respect that we, as a nation, would like in return. We are bigger. We are powerful. But ours is not the only way to live with honor and human dignity on this earth. The richness and texture of this earth is its diversity. The common thread is its humanity. Diplomacy is learning how to balance the diversity in a fruitful and healthy way, for all involved.

I prayed that when you take your rest each night you sleep in peace, knowing you have made the right choices for the right reasons, that day and every day.

I prayed that you would still hear the large voice above you and the small voice within you in all your decisions, as more important than those that come from selfish interests and greedy pockets or power-hungry masters. They must be dealt with, but they are not the be all and end all that makes up this beautiful country or world, and they are not the ultimate judges.

Finally I prayed that the optimism you began with becomes more than talk and a dream, but a reality for those of us suffering in this country now, from all walks of life. I prayed for hope to once again rule over this country, to keep it on the right path, strong and free, with a bright future for all.

I hope you heard my prayers.
Respectfully Yours,
Mrs. Laurie L. Darroch-Meekis

~~~~~

Laurie Darroch-Meekis began writing stories, poetry and lyrics the moment she realized the alphabet had the power to create and to move people. She discovered that writing could take her anywhere she wanted to go, even if she had to create the places herself. She is the featured poet in Elements of the Soul, A Short Story Anthology, due to be published in 2009. You can visit her author’s website here: http://darroch-meekis.webnode.com/

Twitter del.icio.us Digg Facebook linked-in Yahoo Buzz StumbleUpon

April 23, 2009

Truth Hurts, by Jennifer Wright

What the Hell, Wendy!

You always said we could tell each other anything. Then, when I do tell you how I feel, you stop talking to me. Well, I’ve barely scratched the surface of what I wanted to say to you.

First, being involved in all this drama makes me sick. Our husbands are brothers, connected by blood. Just like their mother, and their sisters, and everyone else in the family that you two never talk to anymore.

Am I just another one of them, another person in the family you don’t want to deal with?

I don’t want to care, but I find myself not being able to avoid caring. You have always prided yourself on being an honest person who in return can hear honesty from her friends. What happened to that person? Would you rather I lied to you?

Well, honey, from a distance, it appears you are the one tearing everyone apart. Jack never ignored his mother before you. He never acted like his brother wasn’t also his friend, and he never disappointed his family and friends like he has since he’s been with you.

Don’t get me wrong. Everyone understands you all are a family now. We know how much he loves you. It is completely obvious how much he loves all the kids. No one who really cares about him could deny him that.

What I don’t understand is why he doesn’t stand up and tell everyone how he feels. If he is really the one who doesn’t want anything to do with the family, then you need to tell him that he should be the one to stand up and say something. Don’t you think that would be better? People wouldn’t blame you then.

If you ask me, Jack needs to grow some balls and stand up for what he believes in, and spare you the pain and suffering, if that truly is the case.

But, you see, nobody believes it is Jack making the decisions because no one ever gets to talk to him. When they do get to talk to him, you speak for him and over him. Think of how you would feel if you asked me to go bowling but my husband spoke before I could and said, “She doesn’t like bowling.”

Do you see what I mean? It would “appear” he is the one making the decisions for me.

The second thing I want to tell you is that nobody likes people who lie. Just don’t do it; it makes people not trust you. I know you lied when Jack’s sister invited you over. You said Jack didn’t want to go, and then you conveniently had company that night, and to top it off, someone actually heard you say you did not want to go.

You know what? Suck it up!

Having family is a part of life. Both his family and yours are tied into our lives. No, it won’t always be a wonderful experience, but when someone dies, you’ll be spared the guilt of being the one who blamed for the distance. He says that would not happen, but you should know better.

People tell me what you two do is none of my business. Well, it is my business, because when you tell your lies, or even just ignore others, I am the one who has to make excuses for you. My husband and I are dragged into the middle of this because you and Jack won’t talk to anyone.

Is it that freaking hard to pick up the phone?

Well, I guess we don’t have to worry about that now since you aren’t talking to me either.

Another thing I have to tell you is that I am not stupid. I know that you don’t like my husband. You have lied to me for a long time and said you loved him like a brother and all that junk. Well, I hear and I see things. The point being, I don’t really care if you like my husband.

That never prevented me from being your friend.

I think you are being very childish. Sending expensive electronics to school with children to return them to me, instead of getting off your high horse and calling me or bringing it to a responsible adult, is childish. I don’t blame my husband one bit for calling you guys and saying he didn’t appreciate it. It could have been stolen or damaged.

I have an email even, so if you didn’t want to talk to me you could have given me a heads up and just sent a message.

Well, I really have a million more things to say. However, my main point has been addressed.

In closing, I would like to say that I love you. You are my sister and for you to ever think that just because I told you something true that I wouldn’t want to be your friend is just stupid. Yeah, you’re stupid for being able to dish it out, but not being able to take it.

Furthermore, it breaks my heart someone I considered a mature, loving, caring, supportive best friend could act so immaturely.

Sometimes you have to tell your friends the truth, even if they don’t want to hear it. That is what real friends do. You should realize if someone cares enough to tell you when you are wrong, they probably really are your friend. People who don’t care don’t care enough to say anything.

Love J.

~~~~

Jennifer Wright is a mother of four, military wife, and aspiring writer. She is currently attending North Idaho College and pursuing her degree in English. Jennifer has several articles published on the internet, but hopes to pursue her dream of fiction writing.

Twitter del.icio.us Digg Facebook linked-in Yahoo Buzz StumbleUpon

April 22, 2009

Retribution, by Karla Reese

Brian,

When you left, I wanted to be angry. I couldn’t find it in me, but I wanted to be angry. Sometimes, in anger, you find strength and I desperately needed strength. But I couldn’t get angry. The only thing I felt was sadness. Overwhelming sadness.

You left me for someone else. You lied about it, but I knew the truth. I had always known the truth, all along, but knowing and wanting to see or act on the truth are different things. I was miserable, but somehow, I was comfortable in my misery. It was familiar. It was… safe?

As I knew would happen, you left… and that’s when I wanted to be angry. Eventually, a few months later, the anger did hit me, and the more I became angry, the more I learned about the truth of your deception… oh, how many months I played a fool.

What fueled my anger? I was angry that you thought I was stupid enough that I didn’t know.

I knew. I knew all along. I was imply too tired, too miserable and too sick to do anything about it.

So you did what I couldn’t bring myself to do and you left. You left me for her. I will never forget the day when I discovered the whole, unadulterated truth of adultery… your adultery, infidelity. You broke my trust, but that wasn’t really even the worst of it. You kept me hanging on by a thin thread, ‘just in case’ things didn’t work out between you and the whore who you let seduce you.

Typically I wouldn’t call the other woman a whore, because I’d figure she was simply lied to by you as much as I was, but in this case, it was very clear she knew exactly what the score was when she posted blog posts laughing about how stupid I was for not knowing how long this had all been going on. She laughed, reveled in it.

You used me, and yet, I truly put as much fault and blame on her as I do on you. You see, you used me, but that’s just who you are. She knew better and chose to act the way she did. I don’t think you can help it. It’s not an excuse, but it’s the truth.

So when you came to me and I finally confronted you, I told you then, “She’s going to cheat on you, do to you what you just did to me, and she’s going to break your heart and trust. I hope I’m there to see it when it happens.”

Guess what? I was there. It happened, and I was there.

And I learned something. It’s true that what goes around comes around. It’s true that we get back what we put out into the world. It’s also true that living well truly IS the best revenge.

When you asked me if I was happy, and I said I was, I could clearly hear the sadness in your voice. You had hope… hope, such a volatile little word. I had hope once. I had hope for a family and a friend and a lover who I could trust, who would treat me right, never hurt me, never break my trust. You promised those things to me, and you failed.

Now it’s you who comes back to me and has hope. You want me back. You regret so much. You miss me and wish you had never made the mistakes you have made. You still love me.

But I don’t love you anymore.

Do you know how powerful it is to be able to say that and truly mean it?

See, I don’t wish you ill will. I don’t want you to hurt. I’ve moved past you and on with me life. There was a time I sought revenge and wished you ill, but I don’t anymore. Now, I just want you out of my life. I don’t hurt for you anymore. I’m not angry anymore. I’m not sad, not upset, not worried, not bothered… I simply… don’t… care.

Retribution.

Universal justice.

And I didn’t have to do a thing to make that happen.

I’m not happy you’re hurting, but I don’t hurt for you. I’m not taking pleasure in your pain, but I’m not feeling pain for or with you. I’m not excited that my prophecy came true.

But I am satisfied.

So did I write this letter to gloat, brag about how good my life is?

No.

I wrote this letter because I want to thank you. I want to thank you for treating me so horribly that I could recognize, truly treasure, when someone came along who treats me good. I want to thank you for leaving, so that I was free to choose to love when he did come along. I want to thank you for being strong enough or stupid enough to walk away when I was not strong enough to do so for myself.

I also want to thank you for giving me back my faith in the universe, perhaps even my faith in God. I’ve always been told that you reap what you sow, that what goes around comes around, that what you put out there comes back to you multiplied.

Guess what? You proved that. Thank you for proving that to me. That you for affirming my faith in universally dealt justice. Because, you see, if it’s true that you reap what you sow, I’ve planted a nice harvest in my world, my life, my heart. I know now that it will all come back around for me.

In fact, it’s already started…. It started when he said, “I do, with all my heart, I do…” and it continued when you said your life had come full circle.

Now I move forward firm in the knowledge that I will get my due, reaping a harvest of love, faith, generosity and gratitude.

For the first time since you left, I can honestly say, “I wish you well…”

No longer yours,
Karla

Twitter del.icio.us Digg Facebook linked-in Yahoo Buzz StumbleUpon

April 21, 2009

Dear Aimless Drifter

Dear Aimless Drifter,

You presented a solid image to the world of a hardworking man trying to do right by his children and help others in need. Having an ex-husband who did not care for our children, it was nice to see a father trying to connect with his.

We found common ground in our love of writing and of past relationships. We had a nice friendship. When you were down and out, I offered you a hand up, because I thought you were worthy of such help. I invited you into my home as a roommate. For the first few days, things were wonderful.

On your fourth night, you entered my bedroom without knocking, woke me and asked to cuddle, knowing I was in a long-term relationship. I had made that clear when we first began talking. Your hugs, though never returned, were plentiful, even after I told you I did not like them. You even told me you loved me in front of my boyfriend to get a reaction.

You grabbed my ass in the local store where my boyfriend works, as well as the grocery store, and you did not care who saw. I quit going any place with you after the third night in public you grabbed my ass.

My sister came to visit one day and you hit on her so much she did not return while you lived in my house. Neither did my best friend you also treated like that. In fact, you hit on every woman you saw in my hometown between the ages of sixteen and fifty and called it, “Turning on the southern charm. You even had the audacity to come on to my daughter, knowing she was engaged to be married.

We helped you find a job; actually, you had two for the month you lived here: One at a fast food place where you were let go on the second day because you told the manger he was doing his job wrong and were overheard telling ‘adult jokes’ to the teenage boys who worked there. This was the ‘on the books job’ to pay your child support, and you tossed it away.

The second job was a taxi driver, and you got this job because of my good word. I vouched for you because you needed a job. You made it for two weeks at this job.

You went to a local nursing home for a job in dietary with my daughter, and the boss threatened you with a sexual harassment lawsuit if you ever returned to her office. Apparently, you think flirting with the women is how you secure jobs.

You went into the local burger joint in the midst of breakfast rush and requested a hamburger on your croissant rather than sausage because the sign outside said, “Have it Your Way!” A quick call to the 800 number and you said you felt vindicated.

You called the fast sandwich place after getting home with the sandwiches you had purchased and told the manager to complain about the girl at the window who did not put your drink top on correctly and it spilled all over the seat. After spending five minutes on the phone telling that manger how to do his job, you unwrapped your sandwich, which at that point had gone cold. Again, you called the manger to complain about your cold sandwich. He told you to bring it in to exchange it for a fresh one. When you return to my house, you are laughing because the girl at the window walked off her job because you went to talk to the manager.

A quick trip into the local convenience store ended with you asking all three females for their phone number. You complained to the manger that your sandwich was not prepared properly. In fact, you continued to bring it up on other visits until you were barred from the local convenience store. Then you wrote an open commentary on the internet describing your treatment at the convenience store and told the owner in an open letter to the world how bad his stores were.

See here in Small Town America conmen like you cannot hide. Word spreads quickly. You could not even walk into any place in town to get something to eat. Your welcome with everyone quickly wore out. I know just about every thing you did here and I am so embarrassed to have even befriended you.

I do not know where the wind has blown you, but I am so glad you are gone. Perhaps one day you will look in the mirror and realize you are nothing more than an aimless drifter.

Sincerely,
Not your friend, thank the Good Lord

Twitter del.icio.us Digg Facebook linked-in Yahoo Buzz StumbleUpon

April 20, 2009

Landlord from Hell, by Lucinda Gunnin

Dear Landlord:

We have had such a good relationship during the six years we’ve rented from you that it came as a big shock how bad things have been since I told you we were ending our lease early. As I explained at the time, the decision had nothing to do with you or the house. We were offered a great opportunity elsewhere. We also knew it was a great opportunity for you. There were major repairs you had been wanting to make on the house, repairs that were necessary enough you were going to put us up in a hotel for three days so you could repair the kitchen ceiling that was falling down.

You asked me to let you know when we were no longer cooking or sleeping there so you could begin repairs and I happily agreed. Then, somehow, the good relationship seemed to fall apart, and I have had nothing but misery for the last two weeks. I told you we would probably be done with the upstairs by Sunday and that we weren’t living there anymore, so you told the handyman to go ahead with the ceiling.

I suppose it’s not your fault the handyman didn’t call you when he noticed my dishes and appliances were still in the kitchen. It seems like common sense, especially since you are the one who told me what a mess ceiling repairs make, that he would have done something with my things. Covering my glassware with a paper towel to “protect it” from the falling debris doesn’t really count. Nothing was broken, but given the age of that ceiling, I did have to scour everything before I could use it. Things that could not be subjected to scalding hot water, like my bamboo steamer and my toaster, I had to throw away.

Then, the handyman went beyond the repairs I knew you had planned. He ripped out the bathroom sink and carpet. His construction in there made it so that while cleaning and removing things in the basement, I didn’t have access to a bathroom. As I was packing, I had to stop and drive to the local Burger King to use the restroom. He took down all the blinds and curtains while I still had items of value, things that were infinitely easy to pawn, in the house. I know you are aware of the rash of burglaries in the neighborhood recently, yet you offered only a vague apology when I pointed out how clearly his actions made my things a target of theft.

A week after we announced we were moving out, while we still had already paid you for two months and three weeks of rent, you made accessing the house to get the remainder of my things out difficult. You chastised me about letting a friend take my key to the house to remove items from it when your employee endangered my belongings. That doesn’t even begin to mention how impossible it would have been for me to clean to get back my security deposit.

To be honest, I haven’t yet researched the legal implications of your completing the work while I am still technically renting the house, but I think the moral implication is clear. You are benefitting from the fact that I am not living there. You have made it impossible for me to clean and comply with the terms of the lease regarding the return of my security deposit. In fact, you’ve made it downright unpleasant for me to attempt to get the last of my things out of the house. I’m not sure what happened to change our relationship so suddenly, especially since you have said for the last five years that the lease was just a formality and we could break it as necessary if we found employment elsewhere.

For the first days after we left, my entire family was homesick, we loved the house that much. After we began to encounter the problems with the handyman, we lost that loving feeling really quick. In fact, we now wonder why we bragged about what a wonderful landlord you were. Last year after a crack in the masonry allowed several feet of water to flood the basement, you offered no compensation for our losses. This year, the deteriorating ceramic tile sewer between the house and the city sewer line became clogged and sewage flooded the basement. The Christmas ornaments my grandmother made me were destroyed and you were angry that I had called a plumber. When the ceiling tiles bulged and fell on your head as you tried to repair them, we offered to accommodate your repair schedule in any way we could.

After all these years, I am sorry to see our relationship end on such a sour note.

I wish I felt like you were too.

Sincerely,
Cindy

~~~~
Cindy Gunnin is a freelance writer and mini-storage manager in Carterville, Illinois. When she is not writing, she can be found in the office making collection calls or planning advertising campaigns. She is a staff writer for Heartland Women, a bi-weekly newspaper focused on issues about women for women and written by women. She is a member of the Southern Illinois Writers Guild and happily counts herself as one of the “founding members” of the Accentuate Writers Forum. She intends to get around to making her author’s website eventually and in the meantime, more of her work can be found here.

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger... Twitter del.icio.us Digg Facebook linked-in Yahoo Buzz StumbleUpon
© 2012 All rights reserved